Invincible pain

This is one of the another poems i wrote....
i consider it to be my best one...u comment and temme....

its like this...

All the happy memories go down the drain
Thinking about the invincible pain
Is it necessary to be told,
The pain increases a hundred fold

The pain begins with the day
never ending if it will
Troubles come, making me less happy,
All the pain seems going uphill

The pain lessens not
Even after a glass of gin
In the battle against pain
Doesn't matter even if u win

It doesn't physically hurt these days
It has many means and ways
All the same is being thought
If a lost battle is being fought.

Life is boring now
Wondering why and how
Will this pain ever end
Or will it become my friend

Ignorance kills, lemme die
Or shall we allow the pain to try
Let the invincible pain bend
Or let life come to an end.

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An Unusual day

today i woke up at the peak of my fever....was very irritating....got up had brkfst n medicine and got ready....went to a cyber....after 1 hr or so we went to a resturant to have fud.....there the following happened

waiter: what will u like to have
me: chicken sweet corn soup
waiter: veg or non-veg...?

and we were laughing our stomachs out.....

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in the eve....
we went to cafe coffee day...(thas me n my sis)
we askd for the bill
it said :
Rs. 158
since its within ABHM compound they give spcl. discount to army folk....
i askd for the discount and did the formalities....
the new bill said:
Rs. 175
and again we were laughing like hell....
then he came and said...."srry we forgot to add the last thing u orderd...srry"
then we got to knw wy discount increasd our bill

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At night arnd 11 45
i switched off all the lights and removed the curtain.....it was a beautiful view outside...trees all arnd....a rare sight in delhi....and then i saw it....lightening....and once it began it dint stp only....i kept looking at it all the time with its different patterns and different intesities....and by the time i fet sleepy....it was 1 37 am.....stil remember the patterns.....lovely they were.....

Dunno....

Hey guys i dunno wy m writing this post but i jst knw i wrote it.....

i nevr felt so guilty before
like i m the biggest bore
all i deserve is to die....
not sit and cry....

how cud this happen to me...
Why m i feeling so weak..?
I need u i need u clover
I want ur blessing to shower

Why did ya go so far
Di, and left me ajar
I miss all ur sisterly love
Where r u my dear dove

Come back...come back this instance
Didi, i cant bear this loooong distance
Help me get out of troubles
And make them burst like bubbles

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hey i never intend to write this poem...it just came of...and yeah m no poet....poetry is just my way of expressing my feelings when they cant be controlled....

HUMARE PYAARE SANJAY SIR - 3

So ready to die once more????

here it goes....

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